this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjXi6X-moxE and http://youtube.com/watch?v=i9WmKre5O2I is so funny man..aiyoo..hahahahah ! the baby was soo CUTE..!! hahha...alrighty stop that now..lolz..but seriously it was so funny...

oh wwell..today is sunday..a perfect day for me to rest.. woke up around 11..finish my hoi plan..after that i woke my brother up cause we are going to vic market..i though it was a perfect day today cause it was sunny but after a few hours it rained.. =( oh dear..aww.. oklah bought lots of vegetables, herbals, and fruits.. pity adison..cause he find me so strange after i turn into a vegetarian...turning like lisa alrready..but oh well.. i'm sick of eating meat already. hahaha..

okay went out dinner with rachel, dan, mandy and other brunei gang which i've never met them before.. The rest of the brunei gang dont look familiar to me at all...but one of the guy looks like someone hahha..it was good to see rach and dan after for so long. I love dan's conversation..hes a good person to talk too..Rach..she laughs alot which is a good thing too..

I realised that there's no point of being stress about work. Why stress?? its just making your life miserable only..jus go to the flow. My brother was telling me that i shouldnt be so panicking and worrying all the essays and everything..cause if uni hw? yeahz..he has a point which .i think thats true..we must know how to handle stress.and stop being so paranoid. I'm very happy and glad that i've found friends who i can laugh with, share with, being crazy with and all sorts of stuffs..For the first time, i do not feel homesick as often anymore which is a good thing. i got the feeling that i'm gonna miss trinity's life.. i'm also very lucky to have my own brunei family too..i know they cared and worried about me alot which i really appreciate it..but dont worry so much..i can handle some of the things myself already..so it will be alright...

i'm still upset about what had happend last two weeks.. you know..you shouldnt have done this..you shouldnt have taken me for granted jus because i'm wweak.. you shouldnt have said all those things to me if you don't mean it.. you shouldnt have said those things if you are confused or lonely because i will be there for you if u need someone.. you SHOULD realise that we are friends..and u have hurt 2 ppl by what you have said... You never apologized... I thought you have change cause you said you have changed, i trusted you... i thought you have realised your mistake from your past in fact i'm all wrong... you asked me for another chance and which i did..i have already given u 3 chances but you have just blown it up... you asked for a trust... you asked if we will ever be together again... you asked if we will ever be closed again... In fact you denied it to another person... after what i've found out..it was a lie.. do you ever thought about the consequences? Do you ever thought about losing the ppl that you love? i cant trust you anymore because i'm seeing you in a different way.. i cant be closed with you anymore.... please dont play with our feelings or our friendships.. Its not as funny as you think.. i would like to tell you all this but i just can't... i can't find the words to tell you how i felt.. dont put on the blame on me cause i'm not wrong.... stop denying...


bbrrrr....so cold... i'm freezzing.. chiao! nite ppl..!