August 30, 2007

Morning..
So happy that spring is coming...wuuhuuu~~ i'm feeling happy because of the weather but feeling sad because of drama..i don wan to mention abt it anymore cause ive been stressing the whole night.. i was feeling down yesterday..partly because i was tired..oh well.. i still have my literature to catch up..Gogol!!! but thats ok i love literature even though i'm not good at it. haha i learnt one new thing in pysh.. Smilling is a medicine to cure sickness..hahah not a fake smile..but a big and a happy smile..! as i watch the video.. i felt so touch when this lil girl can finally smile after her face surgery... because she couldnt show her facial expression and kids were bullying her .that kind of stuffs..its really sad.. but that lil girl's smile touches me alot.

tram! tram! tram..lolz


++ Francisca at 10:18 AM


August 28, 2007

The moon, mars and the earth..
=( unfortunetly i couldnt see them..cause my house isn't facing that direction.. haha..Bad girl..i wasnt concentrating during my accounting lecture..alvina,slyvia, me and jowaynne were chatting and making stupid jokes all the while.. with all those crazy korean words and names..haha so jobless lolz.. yii-san - fu ji san - a place - refering to Alvina's chinese name , bix sie - chien bix xin - pencil lead - slyvia created this... cacing - ee-ching - slyvia's chinese name... i was so tired after running from grattan street to royal parade to have my Eap class..i was breathless after i reach theere.. the whole class were discussing about oral presentation for term 4..and i'm not so sure wut topic to choose..relationship..or music? ..hmm... oh well..i think i can argue more on relationship..nvm bout that..we will see.

My drama group were screwed up..Jeffrey decided to change it again cause he tot we could still improved it..and i think his idea was alright but then we have to make allot of effort this week to polish everything up... i believe we can do it.. gambateh... alrighty i gtg shower and do some work now..see yz!


















++ Francisca at 9:11 PM


Music- Pictures & videos
Me & Carmen Old arts building...so random car with ice all over it.. me & slyvia..ahah slyvia & Alvina & me---peace Gina & soon tzu Soon tzu, slyvia and harris..muahha wheres carmen Music ruless... Pig.. Harriss..

++ Francisca at 8:21 PM


August 26, 2007

A beautiful day..
I love today's weather...it brighten my day up and it feels like summer already..so refreshing....drama was not fun..i was so blur till i forget my lines.. Danny wasnt that happy because the first group didnt turn up and we are the second group.. but jeffrey was late so 3 of us had to do without him... i felt so tired ..no energy to act..same goes to ming huei...but we managed to sort everything out..i went home around one smthg and went to bed straight away..Woke up around 3 smthg..wait for shelly's call..pick her up from city and went jogging..its so sunny today!!! and i took some pics of the swan..not ducks or goose.:$:$ ..i cant tell weather its goose or swan..thats was embarrassing. Unfortunately me & shelly were being attacked by some kind of bugs or sandfly..we had to run for our life..! so tiring..but everything was alright...


Sunset from albert park..



Sunset reminds me of u....






shElly..;p





Hey kids..follow me...



lonely swan..



i'm lost...help!!!



lets go find ure dadddyyy...



Spot the Swan ...need company?



Looking for something??



awww...so adorable...



swimming in la lane..



abt to jump in to the water..ekeke...



Papa in the front...mama at the back protecting the kids in the middle..;)





Lyrics from tank - Zhuan shu tian shi

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏 好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽 而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安 的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会像你 一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离 我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo~

要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为
生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望 Woo Wu Woo Ho~ Wu~ Ho

++ Francisca at 10:39 PM


August 25, 2007

Weekend!!
Finallly its Friday night..the weekend..most of the essays are due and everyone needs a break now....i'm feeling very exhausted..cause i just came back home from dinner..!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOWARD!!!!! May all your wishes come true... =). Hahaha..dinner was okay, jus got abit embarassed cause i have to trouble howard's parents to order vegetarian food for me...because of my brother...He shuld shut his mouth... i felt very paisee...i know..i know wut u guys are gonna think..soon tiong, holger..jess and everyone must be very shocked..:$:$ but..its not that i dont like meat..its i'm sick of it..so maybe temporary la..ok? :$:$:$::$$ hehehe...havent seen u guys for ages ...everyone's been busy with their work..and exams..i promised that i will belanja u guys ice-cream..and i mean it..=p.

ahahhaha. finish dinner around 10.00..went to howards place and ate some cake..yummm!!! cakes..these few days i craved for sweet things..strange cause i really dont like sweet things when i was in brunei WHy ah? maybe its jus too hot till u don wan to eat anything sweet....anyway..tried to called aunt but she didnt pick up..and shes leaving to Kl tmrw for a month..i think shes gonna sty in the hospital for awhile..hopefully everything will be alright..i better dont start having negative thoughts again...

While i was walking up along chinatown..going to sharkfin's house, i passed by a japanese restaurant written in japanese characters and eng called "Kuni". i shuld have brought my camera and took a picture of it then send it to kunyu. hahaha...he must be in the aeroplane to canada right now...Its been a year and a wee months since i met u...one year has passed so quickly just like that and there are some days that i'm still missing u..hoping to see u again...everything..those sweet memories within those months jus go in a flash... is it really because of distance? because we are far apart?? or we rushed things?? ..oh well...that doesnt bother me anymore..i don know..Maybe my feelings for you has faded away... Maybe it hasnt.. Maybe i jus missed hanging out with you..or maybe i ponder too much...i know that i shouldnt be hanging on.. but there are times that i can't help it.. and I dont like this emotinal feeling ok i shuld stop it before it gets too deep... oh well..we will meet again in dec and we will see how it goes.... i'm really glad that ure coming back =)

OKay tmrw's plan 1) Call Auntie - Wish her goodluck.. before she goes for operation..=(

2) housework - my house is so in the mess....='( better start cleaning before mummy comes
here..hehehe

3) Music essay - start doing abit... AT LEAST abit..:$:$:$:$..i'm way behind already..

4) drink plenty of wter - i've been a notty gal didnt drink much..and its good for skin lolz..i wish i can
drink like slyvia... =p
5) "First daughter" -by Jean sasson, i read half way and i forgot whre i stopped..woops, i miss
reading it because of all essays and work..=( This is good for hoi..too..cause it
gives the details story of arabian women lives during 20th century and how
men control and manipulate its authority towards them..

i have more to say..but i guess u guys are tired of reading it already..and i gtg to sleep now....c yz guys!

++ Francisca at 12:49 AM


August 22, 2007

Terrible week..
I was so angry at that dude selling pearl milk tea..working in melb union somemore...should give a good example not spoiling the company's reputation..come on la..if u cant hear me ..cant u just say sorry in a polite way??? instead of huh.huh..giving me a dirty look..my goodness...i just dont like ppl who are really inconsiderate and impolite..it just give a bad impression on other ppl

Everyone is panicking and worrying about their hoi essays that is due in 2 more days..sigh~..i am worried that i'm not on the right track or ellaborating the wrong thing ..seriously the second question is quite challenging and demanding..but i like it. Its interesting to find out how people think and change..or how things can influence their behaviour and cognitive... its all related to psyh..ahh..MUSIC essay again...some ppl are jus lucky that they only have to do 2 essays and can enjoy after hoi finish ..so dont complain too much...as we ppl have to do four..okok i better stop talking about it...

Sadly..my itchiness has come back again..especially my feet...!!! Its killing me..:'( whats going on? :'( i've stop eating seafood.chix and meat already..and still it doesnt work..???? it must be the weather or too dry...:'( ....i must stop scratching and hopefully it will get better..kekeke... 16 weeks and a wee days more...yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happpyyy..!!!!!! hahahaha...can't wait to go back... miss my family so much...alrighty...better get back to work..=).

++ Francisca at 7:12 PM


August 20, 2007

Essays..
oh No!!!!!! hoi is really killing me..now i understand why ppl hate hoi...i havent done much this weekend ..except finishing up psyh and eap..oh dear..next week is the last week..im gonna have panda eyes tmrw..but oh well..it will get over soon.. I felt so nice after jogging at alber park and limtehing at some french cafe in port melbourne..oH my goodness pastries, bread and cookies were really so ymmi!! Its not like other cafe ..when u bite it..its crunchy..but its not over crunchy..i dunno...i'm gonna go there often..keekekke..theres some more cafes and pastries shop in port melb i haven tried yet..i should explore more..now only i know tat theres many nice food over here...Todays a sunny day !!!!!!!!!! what a nice weather to jog...alrighty i will blog some other time again! nite gonna go to bed..;)

++ Francisca at 1:17 AM


August 12, 2007

Saturday night..
I'm so tired now so my words and spelling are everywhere..so dont mind ok?..i just came back home from the crown casino... was watching simpsons with my bro, dan, howard and sandy..it was so funny...i love lisa!!!!!! aww..she was so cute..and so is maggie..hahaha... my stomach felt much better after eating from the tgI..At first it was nice when u eat it but after a while u felt so sick especially after the meal...couldnt take it anymore..dont wanna think abt food already.. Suprisingsly dad didn't call me tonight..for the first time in these 2 months.. was it i who asked him not to call yesterday? or was it saturday night? oh well.. i miss him.

I love last night's supper at silk..it was great cause each of us get to talk about our personal stuffs especially relationship..i got embarassed in the end but it was alright..i mean talking about the past doesnt really make you sad.. u know.. when i looked back at the times we had..we shared...the way we really fall in love for the first time.. ahahha it was all sweet, innocent and ..childish..it was all good memories but off course you had the bad ones..i mean its part of growing up..and experiencing..i know that we have grow apart now...t i'm very happy that we can be friends again..Time flies..its been two years..oh well we have to move on..we will just ahve to see what will happen in the next chapter..

Rach is organising a bbq party and i'm not sure when...but definetly earlier than mine... its gonna be fun. i cant wait till 1st sept..=D hahahha thats the fun part...the sad part is about essay!!!oh no..earlier this morning i was so screwed... i have made micheal and jeffrey wait for one hour plus..cause i overslept.. we were supposed to have drama meeting..i'm so sorry....i can tell that jeffrey wasnt that happy when he greeted me outside the baileau library...so sorry..i forgot to put my alarm..:$:$:$:$ its ok..in the end we did some work....phiew..~ next time i had to put more alarams....

what franny is feeling now...

We all should love ourself...not only ourselves but everyone around us..friends, family, outside our community..
Once you let a person down....its ok..know your mistake and you will always have the chance...
Truly love complete of yourselves because thats who yoouuu are...


to be continue..i'm sleepy...i'm gonna sleep.first...when i ahve some mre themes then i will put it down..ciao!!1 c yz nite....brrrr...

++ Francisca at 2:20 AM


August 8, 2007

Frannnnyyy's cooking!
Finally i;ve cook a successful fried rice and beancurd soup ...now i feel satisfied but not soup only.. i know its easy to cook but u know me la..sometimes put the wrong indegrient. Although the soup was tasteless.. but it was ok hopefully it will be better next time.. I'm seriously so bloated and hyper now...aiyoo jus now in the tram was so damn sleepy and moody lah~ i hate it..every time i'm tired, i will be feeling so down..all of my thoughts will be like everywhere.. uhhh ohh..nami, sylvia..do u think its a sign of disease?? HAHA

I like the Nyanster name..i find it very cute!!! haahaha..i miss hanging out with u and jing already....haizzz..memories..alrighty.i will stop here...take care.! =)





Martina McBride

My Valentine
If there were no words
No way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
No way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
And showed me how to love unselfishly
I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldnt love you more
I will give you my heart
Until the end of time
You're all i need
My love, my valentine
La da da
Da da da da
And even if the sun refuse to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart
Until the end of time
Cuz all i need
Is you, my valentine
You're all i need
My love, my valentine

++ Francisca at 6:48 PM


August 7, 2007

Winter





I miss sunny weather..




aww..look at the leaves..=(



2 honeydews and red tea!

++ Francisca at 7:02 PM


August 5, 2007

baby blood..!
this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UjXi6X-moxE and http://youtube.com/watch?v=i9WmKre5O2I is so funny man..aiyoo..hahahahah ! the baby was soo CUTE..!! hahha...alrighty stop that now..lolz..but seriously it was so funny...

oh wwell..today is sunday..a perfect day for me to rest.. woke up around 11..finish my hoi plan..after that i woke my brother up cause we are going to vic market..i though it was a perfect day today cause it was sunny but after a few hours it rained.. =( oh dear..aww.. oklah bought lots of vegetables, herbals, and fruits.. pity adison..cause he find me so strange after i turn into a vegetarian...turning like lisa alrready..but oh well.. i'm sick of eating meat already. hahaha..

okay went out dinner with rachel, dan, mandy and other brunei gang which i've never met them before.. The rest of the brunei gang dont look familiar to me at all...but one of the guy looks like someone hahha..it was good to see rach and dan after for so long. I love dan's conversation..hes a good person to talk too..Rach..she laughs alot which is a good thing too..

I realised that there's no point of being stress about work. Why stress?? its just making your life miserable only..jus go to the flow. My brother was telling me that i shouldnt be so panicking and worrying all the essays and everything..cause if uni hw? yeahz..he has a point which .i think thats true..we must know how to handle stress.and stop being so paranoid. I'm very happy and glad that i've found friends who i can laugh with, share with, being crazy with and all sorts of stuffs..For the first time, i do not feel homesick as often anymore which is a good thing. i got the feeling that i'm gonna miss trinity's life.. i'm also very lucky to have my own brunei family too..i know they cared and worried about me alot which i really appreciate it..but dont worry so much..i can handle some of the things myself already..so it will be alright...

i'm still upset about what had happend last two weeks.. you know..you shouldnt have done this..you shouldnt have taken me for granted jus because i'm wweak.. you shouldnt have said all those things to me if you don't mean it.. you shouldnt have said those things if you are confused or lonely because i will be there for you if u need someone.. you SHOULD realise that we are friends..and u have hurt 2 ppl by what you have said... You never apologized... I thought you have change cause you said you have changed, i trusted you... i thought you have realised your mistake from your past in fact i'm all wrong... you asked me for another chance and which i did..i have already given u 3 chances but you have just blown it up... you asked for a trust... you asked if we will ever be together again... you asked if we will ever be closed again... In fact you denied it to another person... after what i've found out..it was a lie.. do you ever thought about the consequences? Do you ever thought about losing the ppl that you love? i cant trust you anymore because i'm seeing you in a different way.. i cant be closed with you anymore.... please dont play with our feelings or our friendships.. Its not as funny as you think.. i would like to tell you all this but i just can't... i can't find the words to tell you how i felt.. dont put on the blame on me cause i'm not wrong.... stop denying...


bbrrrr....so cold... i'm freezzing.. chiao! nite ppl..!

++ Francisca at 10:49 PM


August 4, 2007

Friday..
ooo..what were they staring at ?



i love this picture..



why that expression? haha..



i thought this duck was cute so i decided to post it up hahaha

++ Francisca at 1:21 AM


August 2, 2007

Four season of loneliness..
I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mine
But now those days are memories in time
Life's empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try

When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart cause they just
Can't compare to you
You love won't release me
I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season's change

In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes its way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin' in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you're not here it doesn't feel the same

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things is shared with you
I break down and cry cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change


This loneliness
Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again
Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again

++ Francisca at 10:22 PM


First blog
hmm...today didnt do very much things..was supposed to wake up around 9 smthg but i was being a lazy little bum so i couldnt be bother to wake up early..haha oh well..woke up around 10 smght..did some of my hoi..and chat with nyan abit.. Went to have lunch wif bro at Canada..and we were talking about brunei people..whats going on..and whats new and stuffs..so yah.. i cant wait to go back man..three more months..really have to work hard now...i have been slacking quite a few days already thiss week.. always procrastinating this week too... NO must work hard..this week have to do alot of work...no going out ...shop for my prom dress after my all my dateline is done ..i felt so sad when i heard that this yr is gonna be the last music subject..its not gonna have tat subject anymore next yr..=( oh well..music rules u know..ppl shuld appreciate music.. its also part of our daily lives...

Cookiess!!!! i feel like baking cookies..haha. oklah. gonna do some work now.. =) cyz..

++ Francisca at 5:16 PM


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