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December 29, 2007
Happy birthdays
Happy 21st Birthday koko and Happy 18th birthday to evelyn! I was supposed to meet jowaynee yesterday afternnon for lunch and accompany her shopping but my mom called me to look after the shop at the very last min..she called me twice..twice also boh jadi.. sigh~so sorry..i will make it up to u next week. unfortunelly this few days quite busy.. cause brunei's bonus out already and everyone is spending their money like crazy... i Dont dare to confess but i have given some hints already..i was msging him the other day and he was sick..=(. SOmeone is missing him thats why he got flu and cough..but then he didnt get it. fran: ........i know why u got sick already.. him: .......how do u know i got sick.....? fran: .....how i know ah? yesterday also not feeling well right? him: .... are u stalking me? haha.. fran: stalking u? maybehor...u neve rknow..nah dun wan to tell u..hhee him:.....so u know wut i did yesterday? fran: not saying that i know WHAT u do and stuffs la...i'm saying that i know WHY u got sick. him: haha. you are making me feel so curious..how u know i got sick one? fran: haha i will never tell u..kunyu, dont think so much liao..it will make it worse.. Him: haha..ok then i wont think so much..i'll jus go to sleep. fran: alrighty then..goodnight and sweet dreams! Get well soon.. :) Him: ahha goodnight and sweet dreams .. hints already ah.. hahaa. i will end it here..happy new yr u guys!
++ Francisca at 5:07 PM December 27, 2007
Murtabak
Finally i have eaten Murtabak cost 70cents and teh tarik..yumm yumm!cant believe so cheap lah...not used to it lolz..went to look after mummy's shop jus now since bonus is out..so many cars and ppl went shopping today! Went to see daddy..shop were crowded jus now..din wanna disturb him with the customer..but jus to pass murtabak to himm..=). I'm still full..ive been slacking..was planning to go swimming 3 times a week..and jogging wif dad 5 times a day.. oh well..it all didnt work out..no one drive me to empire for swimming.. this few days..woke up at 5 smthg in the morning..to jog..but it kept raining..so no jadi... then now father is quite busy so hes quite tired..so no more jog, have to wait till next week..=(.
++ Francisca at 10:55 PM
Complicated phone
Borrow my phone to a friend.. unfortunetly he lost his phone..haha thats fine with me.. so now i'm using my bro's extra phone which is damn huge and complicated.. gosh..the buttons man..it took me forever to msg someone..:$.well..i can't say much..at least i had a phone to use..hahaha.. Christmas is over.. still no sigh of him yet... haiz.. Jus came back from cinema and excapade..fred drove me home..thought he was gonna drop in the forest!! very nice of him... after we finished dinner wif rach..fred's cuzs and his friends..met up wif his parents..uncles and aunties..cause they were watching as well...My god.. all the aunties were asking me so much question esp his parents..it was um...quite embarrasing..but oh well..good to see them..haha.. I miss my melbourne friends.. and i know that i'm not going to melb uni anymore..but hopefully we still can meet up..right guys?? i miss u guys lots although its only a year or less .. this shelly ah..where has she been? lost somewhere already... I thought i might post up something..i jus found this drama picture!!!! finally..!! haha yess i miss my drama groupie too minghuei, vannie. and hao yu (oyster sauce) dont let him see this..later i'm gonna be in deep trouble =(. I miss going to college square now.. how i wish to go back to change the ending..to make it better and SWEETER.. hahaha :$:$ no use liao lah unless i act it again, edit..cut and paste the ending again....there..:D:D:D hehehe  ahhaa tata..have fun u guys!!! :)
++ Francisca at 3:19 AM December 25, 2007
Went to Miri to see doctor during Eve!! He explained so much that what caused my skin to be like that and its genetic..sigh~ can't be cured but it can be control =(. I hate taking pills now.. so much pills that made me feel sick already..aiyah but i had no choice.. i did not do anything during the eve except spending time with my family..and play puzzle with fiona..while other ppl whom i know were drinking and partying but i don like it though...ahaha.. took so long for me to come out a simple word.. haha oh well its good... stop my brain from rusting esp during the holidays.. okz i gtg excapade now! c yz soon.! Happy Merry xmass!
++ Francisca at 2:19 PM
Happy Merry Chirstmas.
Christmas is an annual holiday that celebrates the birth of Jesus. It refers both to the day celebrating the birth; as well as to the season which that day inaugurates, and which concludes with the Feast of the Epiphany. The date of the celebration is traditional, and is not considered to be his actual date of birth. Christmas festivities often combine the commemoration of Jesus' birth with various cultural customs, many of which have been influenced by earlier winter festivals. Although nominally a Christian holiday, it is also observed as a cultural holiday by many non-Christians Modern traditions have come to include the display of Nativity scenes, Holly and Christmas trees, the exchange of gifts and cards, and the arrival of Father Christmas or Santa Claus on Christmas Eve or Christmas morning. Popular Christmas themes include the promotion of goodwill and peace.
++ Francisca at 2:06 PM December 22, 2007
Embarrasment
Ive heard that its gonna flood in Brunei around 23th- 26th.. Oh dear..nightmare comes again... ! Hopefully..Menglait city wont flood!! Yess went to Jerudong park (Jp) yesterday...nothing change...it is such a pity that they ddint maintanance...why give free tickets to the public in the first place? It is good for the citizen and tourism but not for the country... See what happens to the future and the present? sigh~ i feel ashamed of it..but i guess i have bear it.. Went to play bumper car with fiona and my bro...ok it was fun at first...but half way thru..i got stuck in a corner cause i don't know how to push my bumper car forward, not only that..there were quite a few ppl lining up ..waiting for their turns..and all of them were looking at me..and telling me to turn the sterling "RIGHT..RIGHT..LEFT...LEFT" while others were bumping each other...ohh..gosh..it took at least 1 min to figure out..When i manage to drive it again..ahh everyone clapped...yess...so blurr..so embarrassing..oh well..:X. Evelyn & holger called me from howard's room(neighbour)...thought they gonna throw stones at my window!! HAHAH..was supposed to walk to holger's house and give them their tag...wHo knows..when i went out half way my corridor, tat silly sausage dog..were standing in from of me..anyway..i thought it was a friendly dog..yess..the mother was locked up and calling him to chase me!!! My goodnes....he really chased me..in no time..i run as fast as possible back to my house...gosh~ i threw shoes at him... oh well.. So holger came and pick me up....went to their house and talkk talk...about 15 mins ..ihave to come back...cause i jus ruin my soup....sigh~ anyway..it was alll ok now! haha...tata
++ Francisca at 10:17 PM December 21, 2007
i'm still waiting for the right moment to come..
Part of me wants to confess to him...the other part of me wants to leave and forget about it....sigh..~ after i saw him quite a few times..My feelings become more intense..haiz..i really don't know...After 10 months, i thought i could forget about him, In fact i was wrong.. memories are memories... its always there. Its funny though because i have only been with him for a few months only... and yet i can't forget those sweet moments.. It was only the beggining thats why it was quite memoriable. Guess i'm holding on to him.. or waiting..for him? i don't know..i'm confused...i dont want to let him know how i felt about him all those months... but part of me wants to.....i want to confess..but i don't know how...i've already given him some hints..sending him bday cards..my personal nick.. don't know if he realised it..I doubt it.... Every time we spoke ,msg, chat...the words never came out..cause it will be so awkward.. on the other hand, i can't see any signs from him..except from the things that he told me..tat he havent found anyone special yet..and he asked me back if i had anyone in my mind...i said "no" but the fact was ..i could just tell him..it was him..it was him!!!! but the words jus ain't coming out.....sigh~ He always asked about my personal nick..and i kept denying it..saying it was a song....and he had no idea it was him again..!! what am i supposed to do?? think fran..think fran...=( i'm in a dilemma state...i think i should confess..i won't lose anything..at least he knows and maybe i can see what he respond to that...somehow..maybe i can move on with my life...
++ Francisca at 3:02 AM December 20, 2007
Sweet dreams
Woke up at 1.00p.m today...can't believe i overslept..maybe because i stay up so late lastnight doing my blog and chatting wif him..thats why i had a very weird dream about "him" last night...it was so sweet...play the piano for him and told me stuffs that how much he really miss or cared about me .. argh,.i didnt want it to end...that dream was so romantic...How i wish it was real but oh well..it was just a dream.... strange, strange that he occurs in my sleep during this time.... I didnt do anything much today.. jus watched the hills...and finally finish all 2 seasons.. hehehe.
++ Francisca at 8:29 PM
Finally i have finish updating my blog.. still have a wee more things to do.. still figuring how to upload some pics inside... Sadly my picnic did not work out today cause we thought it was gonna rain because of the cloud..HAHAH..oh well....I'mm sooooooooo looking forward to xmas, koko's bday and new yrs !! so in a xmas mood now.. Happy merry xmas to everyone!!! Bless u all =)
++ Francisca at 4:29 AM December 18, 2007
18/12/2007
my holidays were so far so good...Yesterday went to miri with my brother and mom... took about 2 hours la..oklah not bad...was supposed to see a skin specialist doctor..but he wasnt in till next week...Miri miri.. i can see its developing..the road and everything..not bad not bad... Foood there was damn cheap la..esp the seafood center..hahah.. i was digust when seeing a toad alive kept in a tank for cooking..so kasian...but the last time i ate this little toad was like few yrs back...tasted like chicken though.... Planned a pinic in tungku beach tmrw..but i dunno whos coming la..see got jadi or not...if raining die la..haha.. i ate so much jus now in campus...i need exercise...tonite i better start moving my ass to the pool and gym..!!
++ Francisca at 7:11 PM December 16, 2007
Bored..
I'm quite bored..after the a week already!!! hahaha... yeah didnt really do much thing these days... woke up around 11 smthg...was supposed to go watch movie in the afternoon but all fully booked then..me,bro..fiona and huu yih decided to go tungku beach...ahhh, the view is quite nice....oh well..i msged kunyu ask..him out to lim teh..catch up..i havent seen him for ages..oh yess..i bumped in to him twice on the second day i arrived in Brunei...first at tph restaraunt..kk..we talk abit.poor him..haha kasian him...his house kena banjir..lolz... at night i bumped into him and his gang in tauren cafe again, paise paise...yes..i was quite happy that i got his msgs..a few msgs only..then we went to sleep...oh well,hes gonna go back in 3 weeks..time..sigh~=( when will i ever tell him how i feels??? maybe not..maybe i wont tell ...maybe i will just leave it.....but u see..whenever i dont think of him..he pops up somewhere...when i think of him....the day seems soo dull and long....maybe i still have a little feeling or hope for him...i dont know... oh right.....since i came back brunei..i'm so stressed abt my mum. really stressed... yes i'm started to have family pressure.. yess i'm feeling that me & my mom are getting apart...yess i'm feeling that i'm being manipulate and take advantage by her again...ive been so hurt since the first day i left melbourne..everything i do is not good enough for u...even if i did u a favour...u will not appreciuate it...and ure comparing me to other smart kids...so your daughter is not as smart as you think??? and you always talk to me with no respect.....i'm so lazy to talk abt her... whatever it is... jus hope that my holiday will not turn into another disaster..
++ Francisca at 10:20 PM December 15, 2007
Brunei
everyone must be enjoying their holidays by now... i havent heard from shelly since she left.. Nami syvlia and others must be enjoying too.. Hahaha...today is my fifth day in Brunei.... Singapore trip wasnt that good as i thought... i meant i had some conflicts with my mom since the last day i left melbourne aiport.. I got bomb by her about the taxi thingy to airport..poor sylvia saw me with red eyes...oh well..i couldnt stand it anymore...Inside the aeroplane..i kena scolded by my mom about not ordering the vegetarian food....she misunderstood me.. i tried to explained..but she wouldn't listen ..oh well..nvm abt that..When i reach singapore hotel..i kena Scolded badly by her again...inside the public toilet......it was just not my day... i was msging my cousin and brother..they were calming me down and was worried about me... it was not an ordinary scolding... screaming & yelling at me... for a little mistakes i have not..but truly it wasnt my fault was it???? cause i called2 times of taxi..but they didnt came..and only the last time i called they came...and so disaster starts here... THANK GOD..my dad arrived in spore..from Brunei... she didint dare to scold me in front my dad...and the next day...when i was having breakfast with my dad...i told him everything...wut happened....ok my dad knows how i felt... he just ask me to let this go... telling alot of stuffs which is quite personal...i'm quite sad but its ok... i manage to get thru that day.. First day i arrived in brunei was such a disaster that the rain was so heavy and it was flooded outside my house...and the main road..My dad was so tired after from work and spore so he insisted me to walk in the water.. i thougght the water was jus shallow..nvm lah...but who knows? once i walk further..it got deeper and deepr..untill my chest..and i'm shrot some more...i didnt want to see whats inside the water...so disgusting..yuck!!! After half and hour of walking in the flood..i quickly took a shower..and scrub so many times..omg...i never ever want to walk inside to flood...for my brother...he was lucky becasue he slept over his friends place...ok nvm abt that.. went out with my friends the next day ...renjie, emerson and fuu huan..at excapade..ricky was supposed to come..but he lost his phone and sis wasnt that happy...so yah i cant contact him...guess he wasnt gonna come... i will continue again...take care guys... cyz
++ Francisca at 5:12 PM December 5, 2007
FAREWELL
Valecdictory day.. farewell everyone...=) SHelly is now in the aeroplane..wondering what is she doing now...Peik chia..is gonna leave soon..gonna miss u guys lotss..=) Shopping list 1)Friend's xmas present 2)Cousin's stuffs 3)Clothes 4)Perfume 5)contact lens anymore?? ummm.. I think thats all la.....if i see any nice one...then maybe i will buy...heehe. Can't wait till tmrw, can;t wait to see dad and..shopping...! haha alrighty i will stop here for now..i guess i wont be blogging or online for a few days..cause i'm in spore..so wait till i get back to Brunei and i will keep in touch wif u guys! see ya!!!
++ Francisca at 10:40 PM December 3, 2007
Ending of Trinity...
Paintball... wahaha..group photo! it was damn hot that time..  Hahaha..kekkee...sneaky sneaky...poor ming yue..  Kenneth & Gerald. Shelly *wink wink*  our shadows..  My Mummy, My step mom..and beloved meimei!! hahaha..thanks for celebrating my brithday wif me..  Gina and shelly..  SHelly, me, Gina and Sang jae hiding at the back..haha  Paintball group..;)  Wala,shelly & Luang poh  Happy moments... didi, wala, lianny   Me & tika...so pretty..tsk tsk..  Luang poh..Hahaha..  Brunei gang..ahaha  stephanie wala  Cutiee allin  Dearest friends..jowaynee, nami, shelly..u guys look gorgeous..  Chris & shelly..hahaha  Psychology pals..=) Noelle & kate  Melvin & Shelly  pretty Fiona..:)  Eap buddies..sniff gonna miss u guys..  :)  Jowaynne, allin  Me & Jowaynee  Olivia & her date :)  sigh~..  Nami & Hazwan..=)  Shelly & Hazwan..hahaha  Music group..gonnaa miss this class very much...soon tzu, gina, Sylvia, Carmen, Alvina, Harris & Alexandra...      Shellyy....u look so cute..ha ha ha ha..!  Gonna miss these guys..Irvin and Chris  Christopher & Nami..hahaha...  Eaapp...even though Pam jus taught us a little while..but we all still miss her..=(  Gonna miss this two bubbly ppl...one super active one..manja..manja..  allin  allin & shelly  Carmen & Patt..!!1  Dun kill me pls...chirs..  Cutie carmen and shelly  Allin  Jowaynne, allin  Louise, shelly  Eap buddies..=)  Namirahh..hamster!!! =)=)  Ming huei!!! =( had lots of fun with u during term 3 & 4.. esp u and vanni..both of u were so funny...aiyoo.. shuld have record everything down..  Miss all the drama group fun..Haoyu & Vanni..kekeke..haha   our beloved teacher..sigh  Louise!!!! i wan piggyback somemore...:'(  Bye Bye Trinity 2007!!!! Reminiscing all the moments once again...sigh~ so short and so fast... and yet..so sweet...3 more days..and this will be gone....=(. A wee more days till i'm backk..!! i can't wait ..i can't wait..!! can't wait to see my dad.. shopping...hanging out...eat..sleep... I don't think my friends know i'm back, hopefully..haha..gonna suprise them esp rick and ren jie..kekekke.. oh right..i will stop here.. have a nice day..! ,:)
++ Francisca at 10:30 PM |
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