Part of me wants to confess to him...the other part of me wants to leave and forget about it....sigh..~ after i saw him quite a few times..My feelings become more intense..haiz..i really don't know...After 10 months, i thought i could forget about him, In fact i was wrong.. memories are memories... its always there. Its funny though because i have only been with him for a few months only... and yet i can't forget those sweet moments.. It was only the beggining thats why it was quite memoriable. Guess i'm holding on to him.. or waiting..for him? i don't know..i'm confused...i dont want to let him know how i felt about him all those months... but part of me wants to.....i want to confess..but i don't know how...i've already given him some hints..sending him bday cards..my personal nick.. don't know if he realised it..I doubt it....

Every time we spoke ,msg, chat...the words never came out..cause it will be so awkward.. on the other hand, i can't see any signs from him..except from the things that he told me..tat he havent found anyone special yet..and he asked me back if i had anyone in my mind...i said "no" but the fact was ..i could just tell him..it was him..it was him!!!! but the words jus ain't coming out.....sigh~ He always asked about my personal nick..and i kept denying it..saying it was a song....and he had no idea it was him again..!! what am i supposed to do?? think fran..think fran...=( i'm in a dilemma state...i think i should confess..i won't lose anything..at least he knows and maybe i can see what he respond to that...somehow..maybe i can move on with my life...