I have wasted one day ..didnt use this time to go out my friend sigh~ nvm..yay! i get to see shelly tmrw..after for so long..lolz.. Today was extremely hot! It was so hot that it makes me want to sleep.. haha i didn't do alot of things today.. jus reading this book called "daughters of Arabia" written by Jean sasson. Its quite addictive the more i read..the more i feel sorry for the women in Arabia..Basically , the men in Arab dominates everything..and the women has no voice to fight for their own...but that was few years back la... It is base on the true story of a saudi princess.. who struggle to stand up for herselves despite the men in her family..the words was quite sad but very revealing... "Princess" was the first book that she ( wrote but had no idea that it was published until her brother, Ali found out... I think it was a good book..

Its been so long since i last read those books..i miss reading actually...those funny ones..like shopaholic by Sophia kinsella.. I havent read the latest one " shopaholic & baby"...maybe i should spent my holiday reading good books before uni starts... oh dear...talking about Uni... i'm so nervous about getting into Uni..especially statistic..as to what Maurine had told us during the lecture.. During the 2 hours talk with Maurine last friday..i think i shuld give a try on singing up for statistic course...alright enough of unis..


I felt quite sad.. thinking of my cousin and aunt.. especially my beloved cousin...i can feel that he's not content at the moment..a little depress.. All those stress that got into him...mum..love life..work..business..responsibility..and how much pressure he has to take...yet he's only 27... If i were him...i don't know how i can handle all those things...i would go crazy. He asked " if i go die one day..dont get upset"... Oh my goodness..that really scares me..please don't talk like that..it breaks my heart... i'm quite sensitive over these things.. i don't know why... asking me to take care of him in the near future... by saying this..i know what it means already and i really feel like crying...

ok tata..thats all for now...